Olenska (Olly) Sullivan-Harris, Spence Agricultural Scholar 2020

I am Olenska but most people call me Olly. All my life I have lived in a village on the edge of Cambridgeshire so I’m much more accustomed to life away from the rest of the world. I do not come from a farming background, my mum is a teacher and my dad is a software engineer. However, I have always been obsessed with farming. Every weekend I would beg my family to take me to the Wimpole Estate (a National Trust property) just so I could visit the farm and stare at the animals and tractors for hours, much to their annoyance!

As I got older and all my friends were getting after school jobs, I decided to begin volunteering at the farm which I had always been fascinated by. Here I started to develop a greater passion for the livestock as well as working alongside the great team. It quickly became my happy place, with every week leading up to the Saturday where I would finally be able to go back to the farm.

There were many challenges that would arise from the unpredictable nature of the farm, so you are constantly solving problems and thinking on your feet. This touch and go nature of agriculture excites me greatly and is one of the main reasons why I have chosen to pursue a career in it. Ultimately, I would like to run my own beef farm, where I will be able to use knowledge gained at university to spread the importance of sustainable agriculture.

I chose the University of Nottingham as when I came to the open day with my dad it just clicked with me. I immediately felt at home and was able to see myself studying here. All the lecturers were so helpful, this was reinforced when one of the agriculture lecturers came and sat with me while I ate my lunch and chatted with me about the course. I also chose the University of Nottingham due to its plethora of opportunities such as studying abroad.

Due to Covid-19 the start to university was rather different than expected, with most practicals and lectures online there was little ability to mix with other students also on the same agriculture course. In order to combat this the lecturers organised socially distanced walks that would take us off campus and helped us to get away from our flats into the fresh air.

I am currently really enjoying the global food security module. Next term I am looking forward to taking grassland management and learning about the utilisation of grasslands, which will be fascinating.

I am deeply grateful for having received this scholarship, it has enabled me to settle better into university with less financial stress. I will be using this money to buy any equipment I need as well as my membership with the Agricultural Society here at Nottingham, and any trips that are needed to help widen my knowledge of agriculture. Alongside providing me funding so I will be able to get my tractor diving licence.

If you are considering applying to the University of Nottingham or for the Spence Agricultural Scholarship, then I would really recommend that you just go for it! I initially had not even considered that I would be eligible for a scholarship until the Trust suggested it to me. It is a great stepping-stone in the right direction for a career in agriculture.

I speak for most people in saying that I had no idea how great an impact Covid would have on my first year at Nottingham. Due to safety restrictions, all of my lectures have been delivered online and with the reduced social contact I have really struggled to make new friends. It’s always going to be hard moving to a new place and not knowing anyone, but you just have to take that leap of faith. Trusting that everyone is in the same boat as you are and probably equally as scared.

The first day I moved in was honestly terrifying, I had no idea if I was going to get on with my flatmates, but all these fears disappeared as soon as I met them, they were lovely and soon we were all great friends. By the second week my flat and I were all self-isolating due to testing positive for coronavirus, which further limited socialising in a time when a lot of friendships are made. I found this hard as I am an extrovert who thrives on being around other people. Thankfully, it gave me a good time to get to grips with my modules and also bond further with my flatmates. I found that after self-isolation and being in a lockdown for so long I had developed anxiety and even the thought of leaving my flat to do my washing was frightening. My flatmates helped me though this and also encouraged me to go on the Agric students walk and talk sessions, helping me to become more confident when talking to people again.

I can’t quite find the words to describe what the work side of university has been like as it has just become so normal to be sat at a screen without much in-person interaction. However, what I can say is the tutors have done an incredible job at keeping the lectures engaging, as well as responding to any queries or questions we may have. Although sometimes it has been difficult to concentrate, I have found myself taking a lot of my work outside. I often walk around the local countryside looking at the grasses, trying to identify the different varieties and naming their features. This has really helped me to solidify knowledge learnt in the grassland management module.

This year so far has also been really important in realising when I need a break, this led me to discover a passion for baking which I do to wind down, as well as going on walks and helping my boyfriend to run our landscaping and garden business.

I had initially anticipated this year to be quite different. I had made plans to get a job helping with the campus dairy herd, but the restrictions and managing the way I adapted to the situation meant this wasn’t to be. I think it’s important to acknowledge that during times like this it’s ok to not be able to get everything done that you had initially planned, thus developing resilience and flexibility in a changing world. The times we are living in at the moment are unprecedented, so it is of paramount importance that we allow our bodies and minds time to relax.